So - I am procrastinating - just a bit. I have my first meeting for a book club tonight. How is it that I made it to 44 and never was part of a book club. So the book I need to finish in a few hours is My Name is Memory. I am enjoying it - but because I feel guilty about sitting an reading a book, I have to putz on the computer, do laundry and try to start to pack for Florida. In the midst of all this - I was much angered to not have anything to wear. Not for Florida. For now - right this minute.
My size 12's are all a dream right now - and there isn't a 14 in the house. The only two items I have that are 14's are summer skirts that don't hit my chubby knees. I actually have my third pair of tights on and will put on boots to go with one of these pairs of tights. All to pick up my kids from school and go to Shop Rite and fill up on Diet Wild Cherry Pepsi.
The big let down was my Safety 12's (Calvin Klein's that say 12 - but fit like a bigger size) wouldn't button unless I laid on my bed and sucked in everything I had. I stood up in such pain that I had to lay back down to take them off. What were these safety jeans to me... I would wear them once and they would fall down - just a matter of months ago. Effing food.
So today, I have been perfect with my food. I even walked the boys to school - it started to rain en route home so I couldn't tack on my extra mile. I guess I could - I chose not to. Of course I am thinking I will be the fattest at the book club... Like that matters. Fattest - but perhaps the most funny!!!!
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